Whatever happened, we will fix it. [10.02]

He tried so hard to believe it wasn’t Dean’s choice, that Dean didn’t really chose to leave him. But it was. And so he swallows his wish ‘It doesn’t matter’, he says, although it sure does, and he keeps going. There’s a higher mission here and he is not going to give up. He will save his brother. 



When it was clear, they’d park her in the middle of nowhere, sit on the hood, and watch the stars… for hours… without saying a word. It never occurred to them that, sure, maybe they never really had a roof and four walls… but they were never, in fact, homeless. 

That’s why Dean doesn’t care about the Impala - because the reason she’s special is because she’s home. Dean loved her and took care of her like a family member because she was always there - family don’t end with blood. But a demon’s got no need for love or family or home … and Dean’s got no need for his Baby.